@awesomewelles
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| Name | Awesome Welles |
| Nickname | The one who came back |
| Identifiers | Autism |
| Pronouns | He/Him |
| Communication Style | Verbose but time poor |
| Flag | Autism |
| Resilience Rating | £100/200 |
| Life Problems | Currently reliant on public transport. Local quaility is poor and costs me more time & money than is appropriant. Low paid. Cannot afford to socialise or travel for business. Domestial is a new built and has a creeping list of repairs. No adult services in area Time poor. Job often leaves me exhausted. Friends have been gentrified out of my area and this is garanteed to be a continuing dynamic. |
| Wellness Solutions | Low self pressure- I do what I can when I can, and do not beat myself up about the reality oif the strictures I face. Frequent hedonism. I keep a tiny budget for treats as a morale boost. Not trying to ever be a poor normal, but a magnififcent weird. The knowledge that I am smarter and kinder than my enemies. Radical acceptance. We live on a dying plant handcuffed to crazy people who shit all over our legistlation & democratic norms. I accept this and live as if it is the actual reality I face. The unshakable beleive that Neurodivergent’s are sittign on a gold mine- Our empathy and commitement to true. These traits will be made marketable. The whole world is fed up with greedy corporations charlatans and screaming out for honest actors in almost every industry. No fear life cycle- I do not look at myself as broken. I look at myself as awesome. I survived so much shit that life did nothing to teach me about. On the contary I was fed to the monsters young. Bees don’t tell flys that honey is better than shit. Radical acceptance of what it means to have boomer parents. Don’t waste breath on them. Just manage them, you know how they think and act: Plan for it.
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| My Story | I survived my first real suicide attempt and built this platform instead. |
| My Dreams | The existence of a Martial Art spesific to stopping narcisists. Narcisist aware society is much stronger agains the predations of this cruel minority that seems to infest every walk of life. Idendification of them, knowledge of how they will behave- these control freaks do not exhibite much in the way of differing behaviour from each other. They are predictable and can be countered. Interactions with them are distressing, vicious and inherently unreasonable. There are the people who police others behaviour according to tradition and are very happy to enforce double standards. We have all had a run in with a narcisist. They are a found of social and familal cruetly. Given how predictable these opponents are. I think we can simulate them with actors and build a whole slew of mental defences and expectations. We can make our self immune to their viciousness and with a calm rational head, call them out, publicv embarrasement them- hone in on their weakness and insecurities. I will working to find people, academics and methods that reliably work and can be taught to neuro divergents so that this “martial art” can be practised and taught and spread. |
| Things that frustrate | I am very sensitive to sound. Neighbours music will revert throught me, I will feel the sound waves as distress. This makes living and repuperating very hard. |